well i left a very good goup of friend today and will be folowing my owne path for a while the life of a mercenary is one that i think i will enjoy very much  i will still cary the badg of my old clan but it will only be becouse of what it stood for at one time in my life and the friend that i will never see again  in   this next weakend will be teh first  time in mor year than i can count that i am a free agent again and have no rules to go by i cna tell some one to f off if i want and will if i need to  and i will have fun again 

well it has been a intresting first weakend of fair the camp grounds are still fun but it is more fun just to be able to see the friends you have not seen in a very long time even had some that came out that have not been there in several years  and it was good to see them again the debate go on as to who what when and where as normal but the joy of seeign frends and famly is to great to alow for any sadness untill the end of fair  and then the beast goes back to sleep for a nother year  first weakend went off with out to many mistakes  inductions could have been a lot better  need to rember do not get brain fart at the wrong time again  juat not uses to dealing with that part of the group  never had to wory about it that much  but now  with every one watchign every thing i do  i guess i have got to start watching what i say and do  o well hell i am going to go out and have fun if they do not like it  screw them  weak 2 comign up soon  not going to camp  i need to get some rest  but i will pay my respects to the grounds  but i will be in side before canon and have a flask of applecorn ( real german shnaps ) heeh see every one at fair

well TRF will be starting soon and the countdown has started the waking of the giant will be next weakend then just getting the booths up and ready  the acts together  the garb finished  and the camp gear cleaned and ready to load up   this is going to be a intristing fair season this year i suspect  with every thing that has been gong on with all the groups and special intreast factions  i just want to know one thing  as a general question WHO BROUGHT THE MUNDAN WORLD CRAP IN TO THE FAIR WORLD  THIS IS NOT A CONTEST TO SEE WHO IS THE MOST POPULAR  LIKE COLLAGE OR WORSE  HIGH SCHOOL  WHO EVER BROUGHT IT IN TO THE REN WORLD NEEDS TO PLEASE TAKE IT BACK OUT  THE RULES SAY YOU LEVE THE REAL WORLD AT THE R.R. TRACTS  SO PLEASE LEAVE IT THERE  WE COME OUT TO FAIR TO HAVE FUN AND GET AWAY FROM THE MUNDAN WORLD  THAT IS ONE OF THE THINGS THAT HAS KEPT US COMING BACK YEAR AFTER YEAR  AND SOME ONE HAS FORGOTEN THAT 

now then i have gotten that off my chest  i look forward to seeing every one at fair and having fun

You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

well after a weak of the new job it rocks you get payed per fan and wall control  yea it adds up quick and this meens that i will have $$$ for scrby yea  i was wored about that before and i will be able to get bills payed off soon  that is even better